a promise is a promise

so this summer has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride, just like sophomore year had been. -_- i just want some stability right now!
what i thought was going to be something successful and somewhat consistent, ended up being flipped upside down, and totally what i wasnt expecting.
it left such a bad taste in my mouth, being caught so vulnerable like that.
even though i was left being even more bitter and pissed off, i think i learned something from it. actually, nvm.
One time a friend had randomly said "B****es can be tamed" to me. I thought it was a funny joke, but in my case, i think its completely false HAHA -_-
Oh well, so much for being a "late bloomer".. lowell you're on your own HAHA jk
but at least PSYCH IS OVER!!! <3 and elite boot camp is OVER!! well not really, i get a week break and then i only have to go 2-3 times a week YAYAY :D haha
so pretty much summer started for me right now. so late -_- school's in like..3 weeks. and did i start memorizing my presidents yet? no i have not. shoot LOL
volunteering is pretty fun now, now that i've met more people!! who knew fobs could be so outgoing HAHA :D and i think im learning more korean from them, because their making fun of me actually motivates me to learn the language more better HAHA!

a promise is a promise, i'll forget about everything after.

updatee

SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON. well sort of, not really.
it just feels like it to me HAHAHA! :D
so yeah, i got a car. ITS MY BABY. her name's daisy, and shes beautiful.
its hard keeping things on the dl. people somehow always find a way to find out about it. but its okay, im still trying!! HAHA
this is for lowell only: "we're kinda late.." HAHAHAAH :P
btw it was fun cruising around with you guys ;D ;D
lets do that again! best day ever so far HAHAHAH
but elite and psych end this week, im SO EXCITED OMFG.
well i get a one week break from elite, then i have to go back =[ BUT STILL, ITS ONE WEEK. :(
but shoot, summers almost over..and i did absolutely nothing. AHHHH
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!
there are still so many things i want to do!!
sighface whatever.
its time to cram my summer with activities heheh =]

FINALLY SUMMERS BECOMING FUNNN :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD