Sunday, July 26, 2009

reform

I WANT AUGUST TO COME =( cus thats when i can get my car WITH INSURANCE!! hehee im so excited. on friday we went to the beach (which was a bust because of all the traffic there..it took us like an hour or two to find parking -_-) and then went to ggpc with the gooks, which was also a bust LOOL the computers kept freezing so i couldnt play any of the games. :( but the drive back was amazingly fun. timo and alex kept racing each other and cutting each other off and i felt like crap cus i got my licenses before them and i didnt have a car so i couldnt partake in the fun :( HAHAH but its okay i guess. when i get my car though, im gonna crazy for the first week so watch out! :O HAHA jk.
but i realized one thing about myself that i need to fix. I need to stop being so lazy, because i realized thats how i lose contact with friends that i want to actually keep. for example, sometimes i get too lazy to text back my friends HAHA im sorry guys :'( and it hit me that i could be closer to so many more people if i had just taken the effort to respond to a simple text! :( so yeah, from here on out, i promise to try to make the effort to respond back HEHE!
so my summer has been pretty dandy. i got lots of crap to do today though -_-
time to memorize 250 vocab words, write my essay, and study for my psych midterm. HAHA gg


it feels goooood getting over it and moving on with my life

Monday, July 20, 2009

new blog

iono why, but i just felt it was necessary for me to create a new blog.
i guess a part of me is ready to throw away and forget about certain things that occurred in the past couple months of my life. and i guess thats a good thing!
a fresh new start. a new me. well not technically a new me, but whatever HAHA!

summers been whatever, elite/psych has been dominating my life. i dont have time to play with the people that i promised to play with that dont go to elite :[ HAHA sorrry!
but ill play with them soon. yeeeaaah.
on top of that, i just started volunteering as a TA for students with autism or down syndrome. volunteering with them has really opened my eyes to them. i learned that they need a lot more attention and care if they really want to strive. its really inspirational to see even children with autism have an urge to learn and open up their minds to new things. HAHA my kid is so unique..? lol i cant think of a word to describe him. its 'ineffable' HAHA i dont know if i used that word right but whaatever. :)
to start off, his name is Eugene. he doesnt really talk much, and the only words he says is 'peepee' and thats only when he needs to use the restroom LMFAO. you dont wanna know the other signs he gives off when he wants to use the restroom -_- but other than that, he's really adorable. he's very affectionate, and once you get close to him and he trusts you, he starts following you around everywhere and holds your hand. HAHA its really cute honestly :D but he can get supaa hyper sometimes. to the point where he wont listen to you or pay attention to the task given at hand LMFAO. and when i ask him to draw something (like a butterfly), he just scribbles all over the paper. and the funny thing about it is that i have to call it amazing and beautiful in order to be encouraging towards him HAHA! but i guess thats their way of expressing the artistic side within them. x)

and yeah, thats pretty much my summer. besides hanging out with alex all day, thats about it! elite, psych, and volunteering. i got my license, but i dont even have a car. how useless! -_- i should be memorizing my 50 vocab words, but i really dont want to right now.


reminder to self: pay for psych. pay for parking ticket.

WHOO this has been the first post of my blog! yay