new blog

iono why, but i just felt it was necessary for me to create a new blog.
i guess a part of me is ready to throw away and forget about certain things that occurred in the past couple months of my life. and i guess thats a good thing!
a fresh new start. a new me. well not technically a new me, but whatever HAHA!

summers been whatever, elite/psych has been dominating my life. i dont have time to play with the people that i promised to play with that dont go to elite :[ HAHA sorrry!
but ill play with them soon. yeeeaaah.
on top of that, i just started volunteering as a TA for students with autism or down syndrome. volunteering with them has really opened my eyes to them. i learned that they need a lot more attention and care if they really want to strive. its really inspirational to see even children with autism have an urge to learn and open up their minds to new things. HAHA my kid is so unique..? lol i cant think of a word to describe him. its 'ineffable' HAHA i dont know if i used that word right but whaatever. :)
to start off, his name is Eugene. he doesnt really talk much, and the only words he says is 'peepee' and thats only when he needs to use the restroom LMFAO. you dont wanna know the other signs he gives off when he wants to use the restroom -_- but other than that, he's really adorable. he's very affectionate, and once you get close to him and he trusts you, he starts following you around everywhere and holds your hand. HAHA its really cute honestly :D but he can get supaa hyper sometimes. to the point where he wont listen to you or pay attention to the task given at hand LMFAO. and when i ask him to draw something (like a butterfly), he just scribbles all over the paper. and the funny thing about it is that i have to call it amazing and beautiful in order to be encouraging towards him HAHA! but i guess thats their way of expressing the artistic side within them. x)

and yeah, thats pretty much my summer. besides hanging out with alex all day, thats about it! elite, psych, and volunteering. i got my license, but i dont even have a car. how useless! -_- i should be memorizing my 50 vocab words, but i really dont want to right now.


reminder to self: pay for psych. pay for parking ticket.

WHOO this has been the first post of my blog! yay